Monday, July 26, 2010

I-E-A-I-A-I-O

MORNIIIINGGGGG!!!!!

I don't know what happened to me but suddenly I have a hell of energy this morning. I came at office unconsciously early (because my watch is 15 minutes ahead), then at office... voila... mbak Niken finally back at work (she's in days off last week, and I miss her so much), and then again... someone buzz me on gtalk with unexpected news... gossip in the morning ladies... hahahaha... and one again, my payroll will come today (wide-grin :D). Hell yeah!

The title of this post is a song from System of a Down. I listened to it on the way to Jakarta yesterday, and it keeps playing around in my head. And right now, in this blissfully morning of mine, I keep humming the songs, it's the kind of song you want to jump and headbang to... and with this energy of mine, I think I need a healthy session of heandbang :D

So worlds.... me and my comrades want to says good morning to you all.... MOOOORRRRRNNNIIIIIINNNNGGGGG!!!!

Monday, July 19, 2010

Sleepless week...

Last week is a very hectic week for me. Began with strategic planning workshop in Bandung, and then my brother's wedding preparation and yesterday, Pagelaran LSS ITB Jakarta. All of this activity paid me less sleep... just 3 or 4 hour a day -_-

- strategic planning workshop -
2 days at Novotel Bandung, with almost all day stay indoor and just stay sit in conference room actually, brainstorming here and there and produce more storms inside my head. Okay, I don't want to re-run this one. Just read this, then maybe you know what I mean...

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Trapped, No Brainery and Heisenberg... should we add Schrodinger's cat.... blalalalla...

I'm trapped! in the middle of a discussion which I'm not part of it, but have to pay attention to it, with no slightest idea where the discussion head to.

You know, when you see people with power or at least pretend that they have power to change things, talk to each other with judging note and pretend to discuss problem which they don't (they just toying around with not-so-new idea and positioned it like you'll die if you not talking about it, and no intention to make it end), and you realize that all this crap they talking about is not contribute to the big solution you think you have to produce by the end of the session, then you doomed! You'll got nothing, you'll not produce anything and forget anything about contribution to the bigger part, you're trapped! nowhere to run, with solution that never come out and stone-head people who think they too important to listen others.

In the middle of this indefinite discussion, I'm distracting myself with another complex concept, in this case : Heisenberg's uncertainty concept. At first I thought it's a math problem, specific to observation theory, but then I found out that it's physic, part of it was observation theory, and the small part of quantum mechanics. Haha... there I said it, no-brainer-blabber of qantum mechanics...

But here it is, I try to link the theory I just read to the specific condition i'm trapped into. Heisenberg build the concept specific to particle observation, I make it an analogy for observing human behavior.

In simple, the uncertainty concept on observing particle told us that when we know the exact velocity of particle, we'll never know it's exact position and vice versa. Simplify to a simple conclusion "you'll never know anything perfectly, in particle or even person". Linkage to my current purgatory here... these people are babbling about a subject, with different view, where they make it a absolute condition for everything about the subject. But hey, how come you know it's absolute for everything when you narrow your view just to a little part of it??? Can we just define the whole framework first then observe it in any angle you people think you expert on then we can summarize those up to a solution that maybe not perfect but a solution that we can live it through. It just the same with observing the position of particle in a wave packet on Heisenberg theorem.

Haaahhh.... here I am, babbling no-brainery about something high level thing like quantum mechanics with the whatever linkage it has with human behavior, in the middle of a what-the-he*l-they-talking-about discussion! I'm doomed!
"good shoes will brought you to a wonderful place"
Shizuka Toudou [Hanayori Dango]

Friday, July 9, 2010

Flat

it's been a long time since the last time I post something here...
it's not because I'm busy, yes I'm in a tight schedule right now, but not literally busy... it's just, i don't have anything to write or at least I don't have anything interesting enough to write.

even now... when I'm typing this will-be-short-post... I don't have anything to write...
haaahhhh... sorry blog... it's just my life feel so flat this day... flat and boring!